Well things haven't been going well lately which is why I haven't posted anything in forever and a half..
My boyfriend of nearly 6 years broke up with me, to date someone else. (it is a long and complicated story) Oh and he is still living with me.. YUP, I'm just that nice.
Anyway since then I've been having serious depression and stuff and I had to drop classes because of it so I can't move to Corpus as soon as I would like and I need to get a job.. In one week.. oh yea forgot to mention my parents are kicking everyone out in January so I need to make the moneys and make it fast.
My depression has gotten so bad that I was almost admitted to a suicide watch ward, but I was just sane enough to just rely on suicide hotline. Its kinda weird, but its been working so far and I'm getting better. Maybe if I dive head first into job and trying to photograph things regularly like I used to, I'll recover faster. So I guess I'ma do that now…
Kinda wanna get a new camera, or photoshop so my stuff doesn't look so grainy. Kir knows not! but we shall see. I know I'll make it through this, I'd never do something so selfish and crazy as take my own life. But having that hotline number helps many when I'm in super distress. So… meow..